Body: What year was it five years before you were born?
1988.

What holiday is closest to your birthday
Easter, or May long weekend if that counts.

What is your name if you spell it without the letters "e" "y" and "t"?
brian.

If you named a band after your birth-month and your pet, what would it be?
may spice.

Who is your 9th contact in your phone?
Andrea.

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
Ideally.

Do you regret anything that has happened in your life?
Way too much.

Have you had your birthday yet this year?
Yeah.

Why did you go to the doctor the last time you went?
I had a throat infection.

How old will you be in 5 years?
22.

How about in 20 years?
37.

Where was the last place you went?
The exchange.

Do you have a twin?
My sister, he name is Audie.

What was the last movie you watched?
Eazy A

Are you afraid of shots?
I like them!

What color are the walls of the room you are in?
white and black.

How many letters are in your middle name?:
four.

Is your last name longer than 6 letters long?
it's 6 letters.

Have you ever dyed your hair an unnatural color?
No!

If a gorilla and a horse had a baby, what would the new creature be called?
horrila!

Does anyone call you baby?
no.

Regular Cheetos or hot?
neither.

How's your heart lately?
It's beating!

Favorite fruit?
Pomegranate.

Are you scared of spiders?
i think they're gross.

Do you have a piercing?
ears.

Are you pregnant?
no.

If someone doesn't like you, its usually because...?
they know me, or they don't know me.

Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
from time-to-time.

How long does it take for you to take a shower?
5 minutes.

Do you like being around a large group of friends, or two best friends?
both.

Ever bit someone else’s tongue?
no.

Whose birthday is coming up?
Morgans!

Do you like roller coasters?
durr.

Do you have a tattoo?
no.

What is wrong with you right now?
Sometimes I feel like a bad person.

What was the last movie you went to?
Saw 3d? I think, I left halfway through anyways.

Do you care what others think about you?
Depends who they are.

Are you afraid of the dark?
no.

Do you like your life at the moment?
It's.. okay.

Where were you last night?
I worked, then went for coffee.

What kind of shirt are you wearing?
I sleep naked.

How late did you stay up last night?
11 45! ahhaha

Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
my brother did when i was crying. and my dad does when we hang up the phone.

Did you ever lose a best friend?
I guess, it sucks.

What are you afraid of the most?
rejection, and regrets.

When's the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
oh you know, tonight.

Do you have a crush on someone?
Yes..

When is your birthday?
may.

What are you doing tonight?
tonight already happened.

Describe life in one word:
wack.

What happened at 10:00 am today?
sleeping.

What did you do this afternoon?
slept, shopped.

What or who was the last thing to make you laugh?
Mariah.

How old were you when you lost your first tooth?
i don't remember.

Were you a hyper or mellow kid?
mellow.

Why did you throw up last?
I drank too much. oops.

Last time you were drunk?
Last weekend.

What's for dinner?
it's 2 30..

Ever been to the Statue of Liberty?
nope

How many e-mail addresses do you have?
one.

What did you dream last night?
i can't remember.

Last time you washed your hair?
today.

Is the last person you kissed attractive?
Oh, so attractive.

Do you like Oreos?
no.

Do you send out Thank-You cards?
Sometimes.

Can you ice skate?
not very well.

Do you flip people off while driving?
no, audie does that for me.

What color is your car?
Shark colour.

What are you listening to?
Sufjan stevens

Who's your favorite American Idol judge?
----

Do you like to grocery shop?
Sometimes!

What kind of mood are you in?
tired, guilty.

Last time you cleaned?
i cleaned my room two days ago.

Whats your favorite scent/perfume for you, and for the opposite sex?
For me, Love.
For guys, I'm not sure, but my friend has some wonderful cologne.

Do you do your own laundry?
Rarely..

Baths or showers?
baths.

Do you take out the trash?
sometimes .

What are you doing this weekend?
NEW YEARS.

Are you getting engaged anytime soon?
yeah.

Paper or Plastic?
paper.

Do you watch the hills?
no. the hills sucks nuts.

Last CD you played?
Sex, dreams, and denim jeans.

What did you do last Saturday night?
Christmas!! I did a gift exchange with oddball.

What are you thinking about right now?
boiz

Which one of your friends is going to have the cutest baby?
audie.

What was the last thing you drank??
lipton green tea.

Wearing any bracelets?
nope.

Last thing someone bought for you?
My secret santa bought me a silly stereo thing.

What are you going to do now?
Creep the F book, maybe make a sandwich, and go to bed.

Who was your last text from?
Jesse.

Where was your default pic taken ?
Photobooth in the Cornwall.

Whats ur middle name?
gail.

Let's talk about body image...

"But sometimes I'd feel more fulfilled,
making Christmas cards with the mentally ill.
I want to live and I want to love.
I want to catch something that I might be ashamed of."

"Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players, and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol and dental insurance. Choose fixed- interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisure wear and matching luggage. Choose a three piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing sprit- crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing you last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked-up brats you have spawned to replace yourself. Choose your future. Choose life... But why would I want to do a thing like that" -Trainspotting

"I'm a cartoon, you're a full moon, let's stay up."

Life handed us a paycheque, we said "We worked harder than this!"

This is my life. Kinda, not really though.

I need to get myself a pair of these.

Are you too shy to kiss the person you like?
Sometimes.

When was the last time you talked to your best friend?
Last night.

Whens the next time you will kiss someone of the opposite sex?
I don't have a clue.

Do you get attached to people easily?
Sometimes.

Do you want your last ex to be happy, even if it means not being with you?
I dont really care what he is ahah.

Your best friend has unprotected sex, what happens?
Welcome to my life, LOL.

Has anyone told you a secret lately that you aren't allowed to tell anyone?
no! D:

Has anything upset you in the past week?
No.

Has anyone admitted anything to you in the past week?
Nooope.

Is anything bothering you?
I'm too warm.

Are you a jealous person?
Soo jealous.

When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
Almost 3 years ago!

Would you rather tell somebody how you feel straight up, or wait?
Straight up.

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
A few things.

Is your hair naturally straight?
Yes.

Dated anyone yet this year?|
Blah, Yes.

Do you miss the way things used to be between you and someone else?
Oh, so much!

Is there a specific moment you can replay in your mind perfectly?
Listening to my friend vomit.

Do you think people think bad things about you?
maybe!

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
Many times.

Who has the ability to hurt you the most emotionally?
Probably my family, or close friends.

Do you like to cuddle?
I shower in that shit.

How are you feeling right now?
I'm feeling rough, I'm feeling raw. I'm in the prime of my life.

What should you be doing right now?
Sleeping, it's 5 30 in the morning.

Ever gotten in a car accident?
Ugh.

Do you hate the last person you kissed?
No, do you?

Have you ever broken any one's heart?
I don't really think so.

Is there a girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
Audie, Ayla, and Brogan.

Is there someone you'd like to fix things with?
Yeah.

Was '10 a good year for you?
The last half has fucking ruled.

Someone knocks on your window at 5am, what do you say?
They'd have to use a ladder, since I'm on the second floor, and it would freak me out, so I'd probably go get my dad.

What time did you fall asleep last night?
A little after one.

Last person you were in the car with?
Mom and Dad.

Are you nervous for anything?
Not right now.

Have you talked to an ex today?
Negative.

Shoes you wore last?
Toms boots.

Have any awkward moments today?
no. :D

Are you close to your father?
Fairly.

Are you one of those people who hate crying in front of others?
Sort of, that hasn't stopped me from crying in front of tons of people. Lol whoops.

Are you happier now or three months ago?
Now!

What do you spend most of your money on?
Christmas! FUCK!

Do you like winter time?
I would rather have summer or fall.

Are your eyes the same color as your dad's eyes?
I don't know what colour my eyes are!?!?!

Why aren't you with the person you were first in love with?
I don't really think I've ever been in love with someone.

Who will be your maid of honor at your wedding?
Oddball.

Who will be the best man at your wedding?
I think the groom will decide.

If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
Falllllll

Do you like the rain?
So much.

Are there some songs you can't listen to because they remind you of someone?
I guess.

Did you have a good day yesterday?
I did!

In the next 5 months, what are you looking forward to most?
Graduationnnn.

What is bothering you right now?
I can't sleep, and I'm too warm.

Do you wish you had the chance to tell someone something right now?
No.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Everyone is asleep.

Has anyone disappointed you recently?
No.

Do horror movies these days scare you?
Horror movies all days scare me,

Could you go the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
If I had to, I guess. But it's fun, and I'm young! Whatever.

Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
Sure do. :D

Are you happy right now?
Yep!

Plans for tomorrow?
Technically, tomorrow is Boxing day. Imma get buck willllld.
Just kidding. I work and then Audie and a couple others will come over and drink, and so stupid stuff.

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
usually.

Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?
morning.

What were you doing last night at midnight?
Cleaning my room!

Do you call anybody by their last name?
Noone that I can think of right now.

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Yeah. But not always more.

Last pool you were in?
I havent been in a pool in forever.

Were you single over last summer?
Half of it.

When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
I usually care.

What's something you really want right now, be honest?
I really want more time off, and a nice boy to like me.

Are you going anywhere this summer?
NOT SURE.

What if you had children with last person you kissed?
That was fast.

Does anyone disgust you?
YES.

Did you kiss more than 10 people this year?
No.

Did you have a good day today?
I really have.

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
Ideally 23-27? Anywhere in there!

Do you like when people call you things like "baby", "sweetie", "hun", etc?
No gay petnames, please.

Will this Friday be a good one?
I hope so.

What's the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
Communication.

Is it okay to kiss people when you're single?
Yes.

Have you ever been in a perfect relationship?
If I was wouldn't I still me in it?

Is there a person that will always have a place in your heart?
Yes.

Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
Not really.

Does someone like you right now?
I don't know!

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
Only everyone I know.

Would you rather grow old with someone or be single forever?
Grow old with someone please!!

Has anyone ever said something that brought tears to your eyes?
Whatever,

What were you doing at ten o'clock last night?
Cleaning my room, looking at presents.

Did you do anything risky last night?
Some times you have to take a break from being bad ass.

Are you excited about anything?
Christmas and boxing day.

What was the last thing you had to drink?
Coffee.

Have you kissed the last person you texted?
Yes. Only when she's drunk! hahah

Are you wearing any clothes that don't belong to you?
Newp.

What did you do today?
Been in bed for all 5 hours of it.

Are you a mama’s child or a daddy’s child?
Both, hermaphrodite??? AM i rite?!?

What do the majority of the people in life call you?
Brittany, a couple call me britzy.

Have you ever fallen asleep while texting someone?
Yes.

Yes.

Me and Audie as kittiez.

So stoked on Christmas. More stoked for boxing day. I love being drunk with Audie.
Did you see what I did there?

I feel happy today. I'm excited for Christmas, I'm off to the mall for one last gift!

I actually want a stick and poke so bad.

Today;
Clean my room
Get groceries for mom
Get last minute gifts
Birthday lunch with Brogan
Work
Combat Improv

"Our world is truly far from saved. It's our youth, we've seen it all."

This is what mine and Audie's house will look like. We will also have our own bathrooms, and cubboards full of tea.

I wish I was a kid again. I want to have my innocence back and I want to be carefree.

Now I believe that lovers should be draped in flowers,
And laid entwined together on a bed of clover,
And left there to sleep,
Left there to dream of their happiness.

I spent too much money today..

In the next 24 hours:
Hangout with my Oddball.
Get drunk.
Sleep.
Go to Saskatoon and shop.

I'm so excited!!

Things I love right now; This heated blanket, Grilled cheese, and Sufjan Stevens.

HOLY SHIT! Tomorrow is Friday!!

"We all know how to be a child. It's inside all of us. For me, it's just remembering how to enjoy it."
(Tuesdays with Morrie)

Audie.

I'd much rather bake a cake tonight than go to work.

Okay, I think I'm done this. I finally had some time to sit down and work on it some more. I haven't taken the tape off yet though. I think I might give this to my Aunt for Christmas.. But I'm not sure yet!

Here's a list I made a few months ago. I love copying Audies' posts.

Become a best buddy.
Be happy with myself.
Do an elephant concentration.
Finish highschool with a high average.
Do good in my art class.
Get a job with Ayla.
Get a second job.
Travel somewhere new.
Go to Africa.
Keep really good friends.
Watch Snoopy.
Do something creative.
Get my nose pierced.
Get a blackberry
Cut my own hair.
Save $1000
Save $2000
Eat better
Buy more records.
Do yoga with Audie.
Make a difference in someones life.
Go on a roadtrip.
Bake a cake for someone special.
Lucid dream.
Astral travel.
Go on a picnic.
Help someone in need.
Costume party.
Quit bitting my nails.
Spend more time with Audie.
Carve a pumpkin.
Watch a sunrise.
Drink more tea and less coffee.
Spend more time with Spice.
Learn the Melbourne shuffle.
Catch up on Eastbound and Down.
Stop holding grudges.
Catch up on Dexter and SOA.
Get in shape.
Sell something I made.
Graduate.
Have a grad date.
See Bright Eyes.
Take more pictures.
Drink more water.
Crotchet another blanket.
Eat better.
Give blood.
Take my vitamins.
Keep up with school
Get another rabbit.
Stop putting off homework.
Fall in love.
Look pretty.
Spend more time outside.
Laugh more.
Sleep under the stars.

"Sixteen, clumsy and shy
that's the story of my life."

Bold all the things you've done in 2010.

1. dyed your hair an odd color.
2. went skinny dipping.
3. bought something you didn’t need.
4. snuck out of your house.
5. became obsessed with a song no one knew.
6. learned a song on your phone with your keypad.
7. knitted something. (Does crotcheting count?)
8. ran a mile.
9. fell in love.
10. said, “like yeahh” too many times.
11. lost your closest friends.
12. got into a fight with someone you loved.
13. climbed a tree.
14. did something you said you wouldn’t.
15. figured out who your real friends were.
16. graduated high school.
17. shopped online.
18. created a tumblr.
19. got addicted to tumblr.
20. realized who you truly are.
21. sang karaoke.
22. flew across the world.
23. performed in front of a large audience.
24. met someone you found online.
25. found a new band you now love.
26. realized that kanye west essentially sucked.
27. got drunk.
28. got high.
29. spoke to a police officer.
30. realized everyone is a hypocrite. (ages ago)
31. panicked over something stupid.
32. failed a class.
33. fell out of love.
34. played a video game for hours straight.
35. spent time with your family.
36. ate dinner alone.
37. cried in the shower.
38. gained a new family member.
39. shot off your own fireworks.
40. Made a snowman
41. got yelled at for no reason.
42. Waved at people you didn't know in passing cars.
43. sat on tumblr all day.
44. changed your entire look.
45. had sex.
46. ran outside naked when it was freezing out.
47. made your own fire.
48. laughed at something that made no sense.
49. Fell asleep on the phone.
50. told someone you loved them.

And, this is my face now!

This is the face of a girl who just wants to sleep. I'm going to nap now.

To be alone with you - Sufjan Stevens

Is it really only Wednesday? This feels like the longest week of my life.

I can't wait for Christmas holidays, when I will have time to work on my art for school, I will also blog about my art pieces! I'm so excited!

I really feel like my life is passing me by. School and work sucks up all of my time! I'm just excited for January when I don't work as much. There's so much I'd like to do in the coming months; I want to go on a roadtrip with Audie, I want to start sponsoring a child, I also want to join a little sister program with audie, and teach a little girl how to fight, and be tough. Hopefully with the new year I'll be able to do these things!

Yup.

This is for you, Audie!

Listen to this!

For some reason this makes me think of Audie and I.

I can't begin to compete with you
and everyone knows
I know you know it, too.

It's true.

I'm into this.

I want to buy a silly wig, and just casually wear it around the house. I also wish my cat would come in the tub with me.

I work too much, I'm just a kid!