Day 5

Something you hope to do in your life:
I hope to find a career I love, get married, and have a happy family!

Day 4

I need to forgive my past relationships.

Day 3

I think I need to forgive myself for putting myself out there, getting used and hurt.
I need to put it behind me, and stop regreting it.

Day 2

Something you love about yourself.
I am compassionate and I think I'm a good listener, and i like that my friends often come to me for advice. I also like making people laugh. Physically I like the colour of my hair, and my friends say I'm unique looking, so I like that!

Day 1

I hate that I get so emotional. I read into things, and end up making myself feel sick over nothing, and I cry too easily. I wish I wasn't bothered so easily.

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

The kids at my school give religion a bad name. I can't stand listening to them blab about their stupid opinions everyday.

"There is no loneliness. There is only this."

This scene always made me really sad.

This is my cat and I. He recently started sleeping on my bed with me.

Last night I dreamt that I had Down syndrome. The only people I remember being in this dream were Bret Nestor and my art teacher Mrs. Luzny. In my dream my DS would come and go. When I'd go out with my friends and drink a little bit the next morning I'd have DS, but if I went out and got shit faced I'd be the same! WHAT! And my mom and I would go to the bar together, and Laura would update her fb status about it. Also, my ankles were always sore and would bend the wrong ways. At one point I was looking at a teal panty liner with Bret. Weird. Anyways, I looked up what some of the stuff in this dream meant.

• To dream that you or someone is handicap, symbolizes your own weakness and neediness. You are being confronted with many challenges and need to maximize your full potential.

• To dream about your ankles, indicates that you are seeking support and direction in your life. Ask yourself where you want to be headed.

• To dream that you are drinking alcohol, denotes that you are seeking either pleasure or escape.

• To dream that you are in your underwear, signifies a situation that has created a loss of respect for you.Alternatively, it symbolizes some aspect of yourself that is private. If you feel ashamed of being seen in your underwear, then it indicates your hesitance in revealing your true feelings, attitudes, and other hidden habits/ideas.
  

• The color teal signifies trustworthiness, devotion and healing. It is also indicative of spiritual guidance and teacher.

I remember making love on a Sunday
bright golden hearts in a fresh cut grass in May
I remember making out on an airplane
Still afraid of flying, but with you I'd die today
I remember the smell of your skin forever
Love us being stupid together

You're stuck in my mind
All the time
All the time
All the time

I remember Monday making your eyes red
Still don't know what it is that I said
I remember thinking this would never end
Even when you're gone your eyes running through my head

You're stuck in my mind
All the time
All the time
All the time
All the time

Lately I've been really hating the fact that I work nights. Only because I have my afternoons off from school. My afternoons are completely wasted. I have been looking online everyday trying to find openings for somewhere hiring day time shifts. I think I will go to Wascana Rehab, Pasqua and General hospital to apply for dietary work. I would love to take food to the patients. I know it would be hard to get full time at the hospital, but even if it was a few days a week, I'd be okay with that. However, if I got a job at the hospital being on call will suck dix.

What is the last medicine you consumed?
Advil x585



What’s something you really want right now, be honest?
Attention

Do you have any plans for the weekend?
Pats game with aud, drinking with ayla and brogs, hanging out with my boy maybe?

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
No.

What’s your mood?
content .

What are/were you doing at twelve this afternoon?
Sitting around trying to not be sick anymore.

What did you do yesterday?
School, nap, work.

Want someone back in your life?
yes

What are you excited for?
graduating

Do you find it hard to trust others?
more so as of late.

Can you honestly say you’re okay right now?
sure

Are you a jealous person?
yes

Would you go in public looking like you do right now?
Probably not. All i'm wearing is a robe.

Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
yes

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
yes

Have you ever been heartbroken?
Maybe, yeah i dk!!

Last December, what was your love life like?
shit.

Would you ever become a vegetarian?
I am.

Do you have nice eyes?
Eh, they’re eyes.

When was the last time you smiled?
today

What’s your relationship with the person you last texted?
I love my bff

Are you hot or cold right now?
~perfect temp

What time did you wake up this morning?
8 30. oops/

Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
no.

Do you have a bad temper?
Not so much anymore.

Do you think you’ll be married in 10 years?
I'd like to!

Do you care if people hate you?
of course

Has a song ever made you cry?
oh yes. way too often. Only when I'm feeling emotional though.

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
yes

Does anyone love you?
yes

Where will you be 12 hours from now?
couldn’t tell ya

Is it easy for people to make you smile?
yes

Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
yes

Last person to kiss you on the head?
Colim.

Do you ever get good morning texts from anyone?
Once in a while!

Have you ever asked a boy for advice?
yes

What were you doing friday night?
;)

Would you rather choose truth or dare while playing “truth or dare”?
dare

Do you like to hold or be held?
held

Has anyone made you feel like crap lately for something they did?
yea

Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you?


Where did you last sleep other than your own bed?
just napped on my couch

Who was the last person to send you a text message?
aud

Ever kissed a Jessica, Rachel, Susan, or Zoe?
can’t say I have!

Do you feel comfortable with answering personal questions?
yes

Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can’t?
yes

Are you a morning person or a night person?
um, I think both. But maybe morning, I like waking up early- makes the days longer.

Are there just some people that you don’t get along with?
oh yes

Are you a mean person?
no, I try not to be at least.

Is it more common for you to follow your heart or your mind?
heart

When was the last time you cried?
sunday

Is something wrong with you right now?
zllergies and migraine will be the death of me!

What are you listening to?
Modest mouse

You find out your ex is having a kid with someone you don’t like, you say?


Could you last in a relationship for over a year?
yes

Do you remember the name of your first school you ever went to?
Ecole Wascana!

Were you single on your last birthday?
no

Tomorrow is?
Wednesday.

What were you doing at 12:00am last night?
sleeping.
When was the last time you completely broke down?
it's been a while

Are you lying to yourself about something?
No.

Who was the first person you talked to this morning?
Madre.

Last person you saw?
Joel.

Who do you love most?
those who love me

Who has hurt you the most?
those who love me

Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?
yes

Ever been told by someone that they loved you?
yes

Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?
yes

Do you ever think about the past?
often

Does anyone know your password besides you?
Yes.

Are all of your friends virgins?
no

Was last night terrible?
no

Is it sad when people die from a drug overdose?
It's always sad when someone dies.

Do you want to talk to someone right now?
No more than usual.

Would you rather sing or dance in front of 100,000 people?
dance......

Science or Math?
science if I have to choose

Do you have any friends who you secretly dislike?
a couple.

Do you currently like someone who doesn’t know you exist?
no
Was the last place you kissed somewhere romantic?
nah

What’s your middle name?
Gail.

Do you know anyone who got an abortion?
yes.

Waking up to birds chiping. Spring is on it's way! Tralala!

:D Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees!

My brother is wearing off on me. UH OH. I have been listening to dubstep... and enjoying it! I always thought I'd have to be on some sort of drug to enjoy this music.. Turns out you don't!!

Do you ever get "good morning" texts from anyone?
Rarely, but when I do, I think they are great!

What time did you go to sleep last night?
Have I even gone to sleep?

What woke you up today?
I'm a zombie.

Have you ever tried to break someone up?
I've wanted people to break up, but I haven't actively done something to break them up.

When was the last time you talked to your best friends?
audie and I exchanged a few texts last night, I worked with ayla last night.

Have you done anything embarrassing lately?
Most likely.

Dark hair or light hair in the opposite sex?
Dark.

What was your dream about last night?
I don't remember.

Are you currently frustrated with a girl?
No, are you?

How is your hair right now?
It's doing fine, thanks.

Have you ever been called prince/princess?
ONCE.

Do you wear makeup?
Generally.

What are you doing later?
sleeping, maybe?

Do you prefer to call or text?
Call.

Where is your biological father right now?
Sleeping.

Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
Definitely.

Are you a bad influence?
I try not to be.

How do you feel about your life right now?
It’s great.

Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
Definitely.

When was the last time you went shopping?
Last week.

Did you laugh a lot at something today?
So much that my stomach hurt. (the most ridic stories in the art room)

Has anyone ever called you babe, with meaning?
Ughhhhhhh, yes.

When you see new people, do you judge how they look or act?
A little bit sometimes. oops, it's hard not to.

Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
Everyone is confusing.

Whats's bothering you right now?
I don't sleep at night.

What were you doing last night at 11?
Talking to my mom and joel.

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Probably Audie. *Attn: Audie, remember that time we ran outside in short shorts in the middle of winter at your house and took pics? What happened to those pics?

Besides this, what are you doing right now?
yawning.

Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow?
No.

Have you kissed anyone this past week?
You better believe it!

Is it easy for someone to make you smile/laugh?
Usually.

Do you plan on falling in love in 2011?
..YES!

What are you doing tomorrow?
school, napping, work?

Without stating the name, say something to someone you dislike?
You're the biggest fuckhead ever. Please move to a different continent.

would you ever get a tattoo?
Maybe a stick and poke. ;)

Would you rather it be sunny or rainy?
I love when it’s sunny and raining.

Do you have a locker at school?
I do not.

Name the people one and two lockers down from you?
!

Does it bother you when your friends bring up your past mistakes?
No.

Do you sing obnoxiously in the car?
Rarely.

What do you have to say to the first person on your top?
You're beautiful, Audie!

What do you hear right now?
Sufjan stevens.

Where's your phone right now?
My night stand.

When's the last time you talked to your sister?
I don’t have a sister.

How are you feeling?
Fine!

Do you think anyone stalks you?
I wish.

Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
I always do that.

Who is the last guy you talked to on the phone?
My daddy.

Who's the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Joel/Mamma.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Mom.

Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
Maybe? I don't know.

Do you enjoy piercings & tattoos?
I LUV LIPRIINGS MORE THAN LIFE<333

Do you prefer to shower at night or in the morning?
Mornun'

Have you ever said you'd never love again?
No.

Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
Everything reminds me of someone.

Do you believe in forever?
How could one not?

Has someone ever made you a promise & broke it?
Yeahyeahyeah. Story of my life.

Do you like your name?
So many girls have my name.

Do you have any older siblings?
Joel.

When was the last time you were on the phone after 1 AM?
I don't even remember.

Have you ever hugged a complete stranger?
Maybe.

Tell me about the shirt you're wearing?
nekid.

When were you last standing outside?
Yesterday.

How have you felt today?
Better than I thought.

Where do you want to be right now?
You know.

Are you someone who worries too often?
Eeeep.

How late did you stay up last night and why?
I havent' really slept yet...

What color is your hair?
Brun.

Have any piercings?
2

Do you think your first love affects the way you go on with life?
If you make it.

Honestly, if you could go back 1 month and change something would you?
No!

Is there anyone who doesn’t like you?
I’m sure.

Is there anybody you want to be with right now?
You know.

What was the last thing you drank?
coffee.

Has anyone disappointed you lately?
Yesyesyes.

Are you wasting your time on someone?
Nope!

What were you doing last night?
Hanging out.

What shoes did you wear today?
toms.

Is there a person of the opposite sex that knows everything about you?
Not anymore.

Do you plan on moving out within the next year or two?
Maybe!

When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?
A couple nights ago.

If there's anything to say
If there's anything to do
If there's any other way
I'd do anything for you

Left hand.

Right hand.

It's 4:40 am, and I don't think I've slept more than an hour. What is wrong with me!?

I am pretty stoked, because both of my jobs have been cutting down my hours. While I may have less money, I have more time to do what I want! I am thinking that maybe in the summer I would like to quit both my jobs, and get one full time job, at the hospital or being a secretary or something. I am taking either a semester or a year off from school, so i can figure out what I want to do as a career. Anyways, it would be fun to work at the hospital bringing patients their meals, and working really early in the morning.

I know too many secrets.