May 3, 2011

Fucking get educated.

Harper is a megalomaniac. He refuses to back down from obvious mistakes--like jets that continually increase in cost--because he refuses to admit he is ever wrong. With a majority, he never has to.

Harper believes that two people who love each other shouldn't be allowed to marry. This is disgusting.
http://www.thestar.com/news/world/article/809246--planned-parenthood-gets-silent-treatment-from-ottawa

http://www.catholictide.com/22/canadian-mp-wants-to-deny-planned-parenthood-funds-harper-responds/


http://www2.macleans.ca/2011/03/17/the-f-35-jet-costs-controversy-now-were-getting-somewhere/

http://www.montrealgazette.com/news/Canada+Engines+included/4629251/story.html


Harper is a megalomaniac. He refuses to back down from obvious mistakes--like jets that continually increase in cost--because he refuses to admit he is ever wrong. With a majority, he never has to.

Harper believes that two people who love each other shouldn't be allowed to marry. This is disgusting.

Harper is a liar. Money that was supposed to be spent on border security was spent in a Conservative riding hundreds of kilometers away.

Harper is a moron. He thinks that helping kids understand sex through education encourages them to have sex. Biology does that enough. People need to learn how to have sex SAFELY before we spread life changing diseases through what is supposed to be one of the best parts of life.

Harper is a dictator. He's removed medias rights to be outside the door of cabinet meetings for immediate questions to get information to the public.

Harper is a liar. He has lied to Parliament, and has attempted to keep information that is key to our understanding of politics out of our citizens hands.

Harper is anti democracy. He has previously said he will elimiate the subsidies that parties get per vote. If this goes through, it means that only parties who receive large, individual donations (like say, from corporations) will have proper funding for elections, hamstringing everyone else.




April 30, 2011

What do you do when your boyfriends friends hate you for no reason? :(

April 10, 2011

Holy fuck. Why am I so emotional?

April 5, 2011

April 4, 2011


Someone please watch Titanic with me!

Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.

For a long time I drifted away from my best friends. I hardly hung out with or ever talked to Audie for like a year, but now I think I'm back on track, and I'm still sorry for drifting away. I'm glad we're tight again though!
Most of my friends from school and I completely drifted apart, I would still consider Ayla to be one of my best friends, *Ayla: please hangout with me more. I'm glad i started working with her, I think if I hadn't we wouldn't be as close as we are today.
My cousin and I used to be like best friends, but now we don't see eachother, and I wish we did.






Day 8: Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.

Past relationships. However, I learned a lot from these, and I won't put up with that ever again.

Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.

My family, and my best friend.

Day 6: Something you hope you never have to do.

I hope I never have to attend my brothers funeral, or the funeral of any close friends. I know that someday I'll have to go to my parents, but i feel like that is inevitable.

March 31, 2011

Day 5

Something you hope to do in your life:
I hope to find a career I love, get married, and have a happy family!

Day 4

I need to forgive my past relationships.

March 29, 2011

Day 3

I think I need to forgive myself for putting myself out there, getting used and hurt.
I need to put it behind me, and stop regreting it.

March 28, 2011















Day 2

Something you love about yourself.
I am compassionate and I think I'm a good listener, and i like that my friends often come to me for advice. I also like making people laugh. Physically I like the colour of my hair, and my friends say I'm unique looking, so I like that!

March 27, 2011

Day 1

I hate that I get so emotional. I read into things, and end up making myself feel sick over nothing, and I cry too easily. I wish I wasn't bothered so easily.
Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

March 24, 2011


The kids at my school give religion a bad name. I can't stand listening to them blab about their stupid opinions everyday.

March 22, 2011

"There is no loneliness. There is only this."

March 21, 2011


This scene always made me really sad.

March 18, 2011


This is my cat and I. He recently started sleeping on my bed with me.
Last night I dreamt that I had Down syndrome. The only people I remember being in this dream were Bret Nestor and my art teacher Mrs. Luzny. In my dream my DS would come and go. When I'd go out with my friends and drink a little bit the next morning I'd have DS, but if I went out and got shit faced I'd be the same! WHAT! And my mom and I would go to the bar together, and Laura would update her fb status about it. Also, my ankles were always sore and would bend the wrong ways. At one point I was looking at a teal panty liner with Bret. Weird. Anyways, I looked up what some of the stuff in this dream meant.
  • To dream that you or someone is handicap, symbolizes your own weakness and neediness. You are being confronted with many challenges and need to maximize your full potential.
  • To dream about your ankles, indicates that you are seeking support and direction in your life. Ask yourself where you want to be headed.
  • To dream that you are drinking alcohol, denotes that you are seeking either pleasure or escape.
  • To dream that you are in your underwear, signifies a situation that has created a loss of respect for you.Alternatively, it symbolizes some aspect of yourself that is private. If you feel ashamed of being seen in your underwear, then it indicates your hesitance in revealing your true feelings, attitudes, and other hidden habits/ideas.
  • The color teal signifies trustworthiness, devotion and healing. It is also indicative of spiritual guidance and teacher.

March 15, 2011

I remember making love on a Sunday
bright golden hearts in a fresh cut grass in May
I remember making out on an airplane
Still afraid of flying, but with you I'd die today
I remember the smell of your skin forever
Love us being stupid together

You're stuck in my mind
All the time
All the time
All the time

I remember Monday making your eyes red
Still don't know what it is that I said
I remember thinking this would never end
Even when you're gone your eyes running through my head

You're stuck in my mind
All the time
All the time
All the time
All the time
Lately I've been really hating the fact that I work nights. Only because I have my afternoons off from school. My afternoons are completely wasted. I have been looking online everyday trying to find openings for somewhere hiring day time shifts. I think I will go to Wascana Rehab, Pasqua and General hospital to apply for dietary work. I would love to take food to the patients. I know it would be hard to get full time at the hospital, but even if it was a few days a week, I'd be okay with that. However, if I got a job at the hospital being on call will suck dix.

What is the last medicine you consumed?
Advil x585



What’s something you really want right now, be honest?
Attention

Do you have any plans for the weekend?
Pats game with aud, drinking with ayla and brogs, hanging out with my boy maybe?

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
No.

What’s your mood?
content .

What are/were you doing at twelve this afternoon?
Sitting around trying to not be sick anymore.

What did you do yesterday?
School, nap, work.

Want someone back in your life?
yes


What are you excited for?
graduating

Do you find it hard to trust others?
more so as of late.

Can you honestly say you’re okay right now?
sure

Are you a jealous person?
yes

Would you go in public looking like you do right now?
Probably not. All i'm wearing is a robe.

Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
yes

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
yes

Have you ever been heartbroken?
Maybe, yeah i dk!!

Last December, what was your love life like?
shit.


Would you ever become a vegetarian?
I am.


Do you have nice eyes?
Eh, they’re eyes.

When was the last time you smiled?
today

What’s your relationship with the person you last texted?
I love my bff

Are you hot or cold right now?
~perfect temp

What time did you wake up this morning?
8 30. oops/

Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
no.

Do you have a bad temper?
Not so much anymore.

Do you think you’ll be married in 10 years?
I'd like to!

Do you care if people hate you?
of course

Has a song ever made you cry?
oh yes. way too often. Only when I'm feeling emotional though.

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
yes

Does anyone love you?
yes

Where will you be 12 hours from now?
couldn’t tell ya

Is it easy for people to make you smile?
yes

Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
yes

Last person to kiss you on the head?
Colim.

Do you ever get good morning texts from anyone?
Once in a while!

Have you ever asked a boy for advice?
yes

What were you doing friday night?
;)

Would you rather choose truth or dare while playing “truth or dare”?
dare

Do you like to hold or be held?
held

Has anyone made you feel like crap lately for something they did?
yea

Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you?

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Where did you last sleep other than your own bed?
just napped on my couch

Who was the last person to send you a text message?
aud

Ever kissed a Jessica, Rachel, Susan, or Zoe?
can’t say I have!

Do you feel comfortable with answering personal questions?
yes

Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can’t?
yes

Are you a morning person or a night person?
um, I think both. But maybe morning, I like waking up early- makes the days longer.

Are there just some people that you don’t get along with?
oh yes

Are you a mean person?
no, I try not to be at least.

Is it more common for you to follow your heart or your mind?
heart

When was the last time you cried?
sunday

Is something wrong with you right now?
zllergies and migraine will be the death of me!

What are you listening to?
Modest mouse

You find out your ex is having a kid with someone you don’t like, you say?
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Could you last in a relationship for over a year?
yes

Do you remember the name of your first school you ever went to?
Ecole Wascana!

Were you single on your last birthday?
no

Tomorrow is?
Wednesday.

What were you doing at 12:00am last night?
sleeping.
When was the last time you completely broke down?
it's been a while

Are you lying to yourself about something?
No.

Who was the first person you talked to this morning?
Madre.


Last person you saw?
Joel.

Who do you love most?
those who love me

Who has hurt you the most?
those who love me

Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?
yes

Ever been told by someone that they loved you?
yes

Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?
yes

Do you ever think about the past?
often

Does anyone know your password besides you?
Yes.

Are all of your friends virgins?
no

Was last night terrible?
no

Is it sad when people die from a drug overdose?
It's always sad when someone dies.

Do you want to talk to someone right now?
No more than usual.

Would you rather sing or dance in front of 100,000 people?
dance......

Science or Math?
science if I have to choose

Do you have any friends who you secretly dislike?
a couple.

Do you currently like someone who doesn’t know you exist?
no
Was the last place you kissed somewhere romantic?
nah

What’s your middle name?
Gail.

Do you know anyone who got an abortion?
yes.